おかしいですね。

ugh... help me....

Fucking skipped classes today. Like I give a damn.

I'm so behind.... I just keep looking at minutes and hours passing by.... I need time. Tonight... I'm doing an all nighter. I have to. I can't give up. I won't. I need to be strong, need to keep trying. I can do anything. Just focus, stay positive and for god's sake! stop looking at that damn clock!!!!!

try your best Chi. only 8 more days...

I'm so fucking sleepy... but I have so much to study for final weeks... finals week I have an exam every. fucking. day.... so, must. not. fall. asleep.... Zzzzzzzzz.............


Len + Kaito = happy daydreaming Chi ~___~ hehe

I just notice that I have this thing for tall, dark-haired guys in animes. lol. xD Kaito is so my type!!! *giggles*
btw, Len Kagamine is such an adorable uke!! xD *sighs* ~__~ fangirling makes me happy. tehe x3

Sorry, I can't help but have a slight daydreams every now and there to keep me sane. Finals weeks are next week and.. well, time to get back to work. bye bye ♡ ^__^ ganbarimasu!

Finally got a PS3!!! sdlkfjlskdjflskdjf! xD
I had a fucking awesome thanksgiving break & got a lot of goodies from shopping! I'm so fucking happy!! <3

Well, 11 more days of school work & focusing and I only pray that I get through this hellish semester. This has really been my hardest year of pharm school. I hope I pass all my classes so I don't have to retake any of my classes and have next summer free for traveling.

I miss my family. Well, wish me the best of luck!! >__< (final weeks!!)

the sun's up and I'm just getting into bed. nite nite.

but I prefer listening to Apocalyptica playing Metallica covers all night instead (I f-ing love 'em!)

so fucking sleepy. hope I can stay awake til 7pm w/o any naps. we'll see....

omg, I'm getting so burnt out from the endless amount of studying. I have my exam at 5pm-7pm today for pharmacology / medicinal / therapeutics. So much fricking drugs. I'm familiar with all of drugs but I need to master all of them if I want to do well. I'm just getting so exhausted. I had a 3 hr of sleep and normally I'd feel like that plenty but it's catching up to me. I want to sleep so frickin badly.

wtf man... seriously... wtf

I'm so stupid! The whole day I thought something was wrong with my desktop because the internet wasn't working and it the internet cable was plugged in. Turns out that the cabel was disconnected near the router! (not the computer) DUHHHH... but me being such a genius, I didn't bother to check until right before I'm about to hop into bed. Ugh!

Songs in progress:
-The Brilliant Green - There will be love / Stand by me (so far by ear so I could be off)
-Miyavi - Itoshii hito (still need to finish... but too lazy)

I watched a Thai movie called "Seasons Change." I thought it was adorable!! <3
I'm not really familiar with Thai music & movies except for Zaza. lol. Real old school! I think singing in Thai is pretty easy to a point cause it's really similar to Vietnamese. It's really hard for me to read though - even romanized. I feel like all the words gets fused together when they start singing fast (ugh! can't keep up!) Maybe if I'm really bored one day, I record a Zaza cover. lol. (it would be classic!) I've never really got into a lot of southern asian music (Thai & Viet). Hong Kong - I know some artists from exposure from high school. I think Viet music is super crappy! D: I cringe when my dad listens to it. He's such a fob. Haha!

Today I realized how much I missed Asian entertainment/culture. I can't wait for winter break!! I'm going to have a lot time for hobbies and absolutely no school for 3-4 weeks! <333 Hate school! Love vacation!!!! (come on, who doesn't)

oyasumi~~

Songs in progress:
-Utada - Shiawase ni narou (finally the chords came to me!!!)
-Aiko - Yokogao

I went shopping today!! <3 Got some really cute dresses & an awesome 'Hoops & Yoyo' mug + toy (finally went on sale!). 'Hoops & Yoyo' make me super happy!

I had an awful night yesterday cause I was really sick and this morning sucked as well. I had to struggle to go to classes in the morning but coming back from shopping made my day.
Btw, I might finally get a drawing tablet this christmas. <3 I should to start making my x-mas wish list~~)

I glad progress with the Utada song is moving along smoothly. I've been dying to practice piano but my keyboard is so crappy I just end up getting frustrated with sound quality. =/ I wish I had a real piano but no one will willing to drive 4 hours and go up a flight of stairs to deliver it to me (sheesh, even I wouldn't). Well, I better get going! Have to hard the books so I can enjoy myself later today. =)

Songs I want to work on:
-The Brilliant Green - Stand by me
-Miyabi - Itoshii hito
-Kiroro-ひとつぶの涙
- Kim Bum Soo - 보고싶다 (I Miss You)
-Yui - Namidairo

-A song in a different language (other than English or Japanese)
*For my friends - feel free to give me recommendations for songs you think I should learn on the guitar.

Songs I want to eventually record (but need to get a better mic):
-Gackt - Tsuki no uta
-Ayaka - Spirited Away (piano?)
-Big Bang - My Heaven / Haru Haru
-DAI - Yesterday & Today
-Utada - Fight the Blues
-The Brilliant Green - any* (Forever to me, Ai no hoshi, Maybe we could go back to then..)

I wish I could find someone who's willing to do vocals for the m-flo song I learned. Yoshika is out of my range. I could probably find someone on facebook but I have a ton of nerdy classmates that will nag me for not studying. =[ ugh! I do have a outside pharm school guys. *sighs*

Songs I learned:
Yesterday:

- Big Bang - My heaven
- m-flo loves Yoshika - Let Go
- Utada - We fight the blues / Heart Station
- Ayumi Hamasaki - Endless Sorrow
- DAI (Do As Infinity) - Under the moon
- DAI - Yesterday & Today
- Boa - Duvet

Today:

- The Brilliant Green - Maybe we could go back to then
- Utada - Hikari (Simple & Clean)
- Aiko - Yokogao ---> still figuring out the tabs
- Big Bang - Haru Haru

ok... I bet my roommates are tired of me singing for hours. back to studying for my fricking exam next week. bleh!!!

so excited to leave for California! I cant sleep :)

btw, today was an awesome shopping day!! xD

today, my tire popped as i was driving on highway I-75 southbound. i started to swurve & lose control of my steering wheel. scariest thing was it didn't end - my car ended up spinning like crazy in circles. i remember screaming & just waiting for the impact of other cars driving 70 mph to hit me. thankful, there was no crash and no one got hurt - except my car of course. not to mention, the guy who tolled my car didn't get sleep last night so he ended driving off the road at times & fuckin messing with my paranoia of getting in another car accident. what a night!

god, this has been one of the worse summers i've had in a long time. too much shit going on and this is just a cherry on top. fml.

Good news is I finally got rid of my roommates & settled into my new apartment. =)

Good bads is the guy that was supposed to sublease my apartment turned me down. =(

i just booked my flight to california. =P yay!

jesus! i'm addicted to icons! but fricking lj is too cheap to let me post more than 15 icons (or is it 14? don't remember...) ugh!! i do not want to feel pressure into paying for any online crap. ugh... it's getting to me... must not give in... =__________=;;;

stupid lj. why must you taunt me this way?